actual music? in MY month of music??

I mean only a small undeveloped snippet but still!

https://soundcloud.com/jmgibson/piano-voice-soft-light/s-uTgHSdnrs7g

beginnings of a piece for leichhardt espresso chorus. something about..

soft icicle stillness
soft haze    of sharp colours
soft neons beseeching
immutable lights and
irrepressible warmth amidst
the cold


o r  s o m e t  h i n g 

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

something else, about sexuality

I have long periodic dips in the asexual world and I feel like I’m there now so whelp

this isn’t finished yet but I’m falling asleep trying to write it

she’s switched it off again,

stone cold stuck and stayed,

deader than a frayed bunch

of wires. no warning signs,

no courtesy notices, no letters

of intent or lack thereof, no

post-it notes left to remind

us or tell us don’t wait up,

signed with two kisses. it’s 

not like she’ll be missed 

terribly much, too fussy and

insistent on her being heard

and answered for and indulged

like she’s the only one of us 

who lives for bliss and craves

whole-hearted love. 

too much trouble too much

devastation, worlds ended, 

hearts broken like a child

disappointed on a playdate.